This week got so many things happened on me. Family, Career, and Love.

Nothing to tell much with the 1st 2 thing, becoz i used to be. But,

Baby,

Can you tell me what's in ur mind?

I just burst out when i saw the msg. Am i really the person you want?

I always try to persuade myself. But how I'm doing these while i saw such kind of msg?

Can you tell me?

I didnt stop you to know friends. But , knowing friends have lots of ways , and you are using some ways that hurts me. Yea, you told me u are actually like that. But baby ! Did you ever think of me before you put friends in the first place ? Making friends are like that ? I wan secureness baby , but I love you more , even I can give up the secureness like what you never give me ! I didn't want anything, I just want your love with true hearted. If you're not , please tell me...I just want you to be happy, thats all !

I know , I know , you don't want things repeating like what your ex did to you . I can sense it . But baby , is that fair for me ? Sometimes , i even asks myself , I doubting how much you love me . I'm thinking is your love towards me is Shallow. It's not me being sensitive but, I really can feel the difference. Like last time when i'm sick you will even hug me and take care of me. But now it's just a question. Last time u used to call me baby posting on my wall, now you stared to lazy. Am i right?

Sometimes , people tells you 'eh...your girlfriend pretty lar, please appreciate her la'

but, i hope they will say ' eh...your girlfriend is such a good gf, please appreciate her la'

I never thinking of leaving you baby. Everytime we argue you will never know , how much sadness i'm having, how worry am i. I just afraid to lose you! And you are still thinking how lost you are, what to do. What you have to do is just go forward baby. It's not you cant change, it's not you will lose friends, it's about wether you wanna TRY. I just dont wanna give up easily, I dont want to do it wrong, I just hope our relationship will get strong, I'm waiting it to grow! I want to accompany you until you rich! I want to get over all the problems with you! pls, pls tell me i'm not wrong. pls tell me, I'm still in ur mind. You just love me and the love will grow stronger thats all.