♥ J-Mie ♥

2011-06-22T23:40:00.000-07:00

I really wondering, where is the problem?

You wants freedom? You wants to play around?

Do i deserve to wait? Waiting the day you stop playing and come home?

Izzit your problem or my problem?

Why am i feeling lifeless?

I'm getting more dead hearted. The problem we have keep existing again and again. You said u wanna have a change. But did you? DID YOU?!

When do i have to believe? When not?

Too my WHY WHEN WHAT HOW WHERE in my mind!!!! I'm extremely tired now, do you know?!!! I dont wanna keep pouring my tears!

信任？

2011-05-07T19:55:00.000-07:00

你说我对你没有那信任，

先想一想，是为什么我不给信任你。

我不能担保我再也不受伤害，

会有伤害也是因为过多的信任和期望。

我没有说那些伤害是来自你，可能是我自己的小气。

面对自己的男朋友，谁要大气？

不是我不明白，你说的我都明白，我只是不想吵下去，就是那样。

你很认真的说我是你半个老婆，我很开心。

可是今天我看到的，又让我开始质疑。

就这样，今天这样，明天那样。

我很累。

好，你要的信任，我给。

同一时间，我告诉自己，我不会再给我的期望，换来一次次的失望。

因为你说，你爱的只是你自己。

Tossing coin...

2011-01-23T23:52:00.000-08:00

When there is two choices, you have no idea which to pick, then what will you do?

When you faced with two choices, simply toss a coin.
It works! not because of it settles the question for you,
but because in the moment the coin is in the air,
You suddenly realised what you hoping for.

True?
I feel it's so true.
However, i'm now lost like, even i toss a coin and i can never decide what i want.

Life's hard. but, Move forward!!

I saw some calculation from some websites, lol, a human only have 3 years left in a lifetime to achieve, what they want.
3 years, without counting you are going to marry, travel, and other stuff.

2011, what u wanna achieve?

Conversations between us.

2011-01-09T06:49:00.000-08:00

Went out with him today. He's been busy working lately, i know. It's quite heartache when seeing him work hard like this.

Oh, and when he back, he's bringing me out. (Coz he's feeling bad for not accompanying me, ya know)

Okay the point comes.

Ayumi is asking, owh, nice? went out with him. How nice.
I replied : Nah. not nice. I've been breaking his ego today, for revenge =P

(Am i bad? NO I'M NOT. )

Ayumi : KNS Lah you!
Me : Who ask he did something that hurts me. So i let him try the taste back la! (Fyi, he sent a msg to the bitch, i dont know he wants to let her feel better or wat, but he just never leave her alone and reject her DIRECTLY. Telling that bitch that, he likes to pic etc etc. Add on some <3<3<3.>
Ayumi : Jeez!! he say that? WTF DAMN.
Me : So you understand how fucking sad am i. And i try not to mad at him, It's not the right timing. But i wont let him feel, he did something right thou.

Here is the story how i break his ego. We went BBQ plaza today, and we order a supreme mixed set. U know, BBQ plaza always stingy, they gave one piece of fish fillet, that small piece got pink spiral in the middle one. But tat makes me a habit, I always bite half of it, and another half I give it to him. A lil bit meaning of our love, one person one half.

Then I just bite a lil bit just now. Not even half. Lol. He started the topic.

Baby : ' You love me so few only ah? '
Me : ' Loving you too much will be suffering, you know. '

There he changed his face, suddenly down. And i continued again,

Me : ' Cannot say I love you 100%, but you only love 50%, rite? '
Baby : ' Oh i love you 50%?! '
Me : ' Wat, I'm just giving my opinion. Not you say that anything also must say out? '
Baby : ' Means you love me lesser now? '
Me : ' Oh this is private. Just like you never told me how much you do. '
Baby : ' U know, it's very hurt de lo!!! '
Me : ' 够我 hurt?! '
Baby : What happened again ar....
Me : Nope nothing, just take it as i 顶撞你 only lah. Hehehe.

Hahaha, sometimes communication can only starts there, i guess?

I just can't say it out directly, i cant. I dont want him to feel bad also.

But guys, remember the fact is, If you dont appreciate, 100% will decrease. LOLOLOLOL.

Btw, still love you much much baby. Dont hurt me kay? =P

Disappointed

2011-01-08T07:10:00.001-08:00

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FUCK OFF!

Obstacles. never end.

2010-12-26T19:15:00.000-08:00

我们最近有很大很大的进步。

可是，为什么，要在这个时候给我们考验？

我的家人，

我说，你们是我的家人。

平时你们没有意见，为什么现在才来作声？

为什么你们要用这种眼光？

你们认为，你们有的人生经验，足以让我选择我的幸福吗？

把我绑起来是最好的措施吗？

看得见我在家一点都不开心吗？

拜托你们，可不可以做一些建设性的事。

每个人都是从零开始，你自己也不是吗！！

特别是‘你’ ！懂不懂什么是成熟的做法？

如果你从来都没有管，现在就不要做多余的事情！！那对我说只是纯粹无理取闹，做8婆而已！

自己想想，我有哪一个朋友，是喜欢你的！

如果说是拜佛，嘴巴行动举止不要太过分！不要滥用‘关心’这个字来做你的工具！！

你，能不能和我一起挨过？

我不能说，我的家人就是那么特别。

这个，我的朋友们都知道。

或许你接受不到，可是我们只需要时间。

我爱你，所以选择不告诉你。

可是我没有想到他们会给你这样的压力。

我给你的担心，却成了你的压力。我只是要和你一起分担，你可不可以不要什么都他自己背起来？想想我！

一方面我害怕你会不开心，一方面我害怕你妈妈对我的家人没有好感，一方面我害怕我家人对你有误解，一方面我不能告诉你，这就是我的家人，他们就是这样。

原来，忘记不了伤害。

2010-12-22T09:36:00.000-08:00

如果说，我忘不了你给的伤害...

你也不能怎么做。

因为，它在心里结了疤。那些痛，却一直还存在。

隐隐约约，我感受到它的痛。有时候，该死的记忆把它给翻出来。

不是我想太多。只是我太痛，害怕再次有着同样的伤害。

它并不是我特地去想，并不是我不能忘怀。只是，看见你的那件衣，看见你一时的动作，只要有关联的，我都会想象起来。

为什么, 是不是都变成阴影了？

不敢问，不敢说。心里知道，倘若再把它翻出来，只会让痛苦加深。

可是，又很痛苦。谣言还是不会停下来。

为什么？

敏感吗？

也不都是因为你。

或许，有天会忘记。

或许，我永远都在挣扎。

或许，其实，有好多或许。只是我选择了你。

爱情啊～

2010-12-09T04:22:00.000-08:00

到底是什么，为什么身边的例子总是复杂？当然，自己也不见得好到哪里去...

看见身边一对情侣又分了，那种，难以形容的感受。因为，感觉我们太一样。不同的是，我没有那女生的果断。

男人男人，总是爱变心。女人女人，总是爱猜疑。

其实女生不过是渴望被拥抱，被疼爱，而且是要‘唯一’。

说是说，“你要勇敢，坚强..."

“你值得更好的..为什么把自己弄得那么憔悴”

对，是对的。可是谁能100％做到？

你能不能？

我说，做自己，最好了。喜欢什么，要什么。去做吧！对得起自己，就好了。

倘若不能逞强，就哭。哪怕谁会对你嘲笑。

幸福和未来是自己的，就像一只笔，那只笔，就在你的手上。

Happy doesnt last long?

2010-10-07T22:40:00.000-07:00

Where is those happy days gone? It flew away...

I'm back again

2010-08-11T20:38:00.000-07:00

This week got so many things happened on me. Family, Career, and Love.

Nothing to tell much with the 1st 2 thing, becoz i used to be. But,

Baby,

I really wanted to know, what are you actually thinking of.

Can you tell me what's in ur mind?

I just burst out when i saw the msg. Am i really the person you want?

I always try to persuade myself. But how I'm doing these while i saw such kind of msg?

Can you tell me?

I didnt stop you to know friends. But , knowing friends have lots of ways , and you are using some ways that hurts me. Yea, you told me u are actually like that. But baby ! Did you ever think of me before you put friends in the first place ? Making friends are like that ? I wan secureness baby , but I love you more , even I can give up the secureness like what you never give me ! I didn't want anything, I just want your love with true hearted. If you're not , please tell me...I just want you to be happy, thats all !

I know , I know , you don't want things repeating like what your ex did to you . I can sense it . But baby , is that fair for me ? Sometimes , i even asks myself , I doubting how much you love me . I'm thinking is your love towards me is Shallow. It's not me being sensitive but, I really can feel the difference. Like last time when i'm sick you will even hug me and take care of me. But now it's just a question. Last time u used to call me baby posting on my wall, now you stared to lazy. Am i right?

Sometimes , people tells you 'eh...your girlfriend pretty lar, please appreciate her la'

but, i hope they will say ' eh...your girlfriend is such a good gf, please appreciate her la'

I never thinking of leaving you baby. Everytime we argue you will never know , how much sadness i'm having, how worry am i. I just afraid to lose you! And you are still thinking how lost you are, what to do. What you have to do is just go forward baby. It's not you cant change, it's not you will lose friends, it's about wether you wanna TRY. I just dont wanna give up easily, I dont want to do it wrong, I just hope our relationship will get strong, I'm waiting it to grow! I want to accompany you until you rich! I want to get over all the problems with you! pls, pls tell me i'm not wrong. pls tell me, I'm still in ur mind. You just love me and the love will grow stronger thats all.

I'm tired too!

2010-08-03T10:39:00.000-07:00

Being ur gf really is quite a hard task. I have to grow stronger and stronger, to meet everyday's new challenge. I'm a weak girl too. I need love, care. Or even just a warm and tight hug, a serious and precious hug, not a 'to let you feel better' hug.

"superman cant fly". this is what u said.
the way u say, like i'm giving lesser than u do.
Do u think so?
I'm stress too. sometimes i just need a simple words. a kiss! a hug! but not your 'normally caring question like did you eat or did you take your lunch etc!'

Until i cry,
Until I started to feel tired,
i started to feel exhausted.
When is the time i started to get numb?

Do you know?

2010-06-22T23:13:00.000-07:00

Do you know?

Baby, when i feel sad, i hope you are there hugging me and ask me what's wrong.

I hope that you will care me more, pamper me more, love me MORE.

Maybe i'm feeling that I loved u way too much? More than how u love me.

Sometimes I try to ask myself not putting too much, I tell myself not to meet you so much.

But do you know I Miss you every sec?

When you are fierce to me, I feel that i'm such a burden for you. I feel you no longer love me that much anymore. I feel you started to feel bored.

And I tried. I did control myself to be independent. I tried to be strong too.

But do you know I wanted you to pamper me like what you did last time?

When those girls trying to stop me, not to love you too much. They say we will get bored so soon.

And still i feel we are totally different like what they say. I'm happy with the situation now.

But do you know, i'm so lack of confidence and secure. I hope you will talk to me, and tell me, everything will be okay.

When your friends telling me, who is the girl bugging you, sms you, posting status and say that the girl likes you.

I dont care. I dont wanna know. I have confidence in you.

But do you know, actually it hurts me when they asking me, although i trust you, but i dont have confidence for myself. I hope you will tell me, that girl is just passer by. I hope you tell her how much we love each other. I hope you dont even give her some single hope. I'm selfish. But i pretend not to, coz i know friends are important to you.

I'm afraid. What I'm giving you is not good enough compare to others. I'm afraid of this and that. I'm afraid of losing you. BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.

I love you baby ='(

2010-04-27T12:25:00.001-07:00

I saw a girl's blog today.
And it really influenced me.
It's a story about an accident happened in Klang. The girl's bf died in that accident.
It makes me think of you baby...I afraid to lost you. ='(

So I reminded you, drive safely and never go out if nth...and u answered me ' Y suddenly so care me 1?...so bu xi guan'...

Hahaha...i tot i always care you? =P

Actually, I'm really didnt mean to jealous sometimes, but do you know, if i'm not caring, then i wont have that kind of feeling towards you. I dont even care who's around you. Rite? Ur mama try to tell me, ur putting me in the top list, I'm so glad....but I never think that, I'm so lack of confidence, it doesnt look like the old me. I started to jealous easily, I didnt wanted too. =(
And after i saw the girl's blog, I have a strong feel that i dont wanna lost you...So, I will appreciate u as much as I can, promise me you will too. Can you? <3

END IT!

2010-03-26T08:06:00.000-07:00

everything ends?
when u stated that we are friends.

such a GOOD answer.
Although i really believe in you. But, things i predicted really happens.
Congrats jamie! You are so, so stupid. Did you know?
You blindly believe in him. And yet, what answer did he gave you now?!

Maybe he's flirting with someone else.
Maybe he hook up with his ex again.
Or maybe he just LIE on you. You are just a testi. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....

LAUGH! LAUGH AS LOUD AS U CAN!
YOU ARE SUCH A FOOL!
You tot that he will bring you for vacation?
He dated u on Holiday? NO!
STOP being foolish jamie!
You are 21!!!! Stop believing someone with a 18's heart. UNDERSTAND!!!

It's been the 13th days i cried for you.
My tears just dropping nonstop...Day and night.
You?....
Probably thinking where to go club?
How to get another girl?
What else i dont know.
Or maybe, from starting to the end..I DIDNT KNOW.

KTHXBYE!

=(

2010-03-17T06:59:00.000-07:00

Tell me what are you thinking please?
I need you so much..
I can't get your answer.
I cant see any sign.
I'm so lost. Where are you?
Why there is such thing happened between us?
I'm so unprotected.

End these days asap pls....

tell me it's not the same nightmare

2010-03-13T11:15:00.000-08:00

When we started this relationship, I tot you were a guy, that will care me, love me and never hurts me. And today it ends up different. Few days ago, i tot it's my fault. I tot being a stupid girlfriend. You told me, you didnt feel my care. So, I started to worry. I'm thinking that did i neglected you? Did I done something wrong? I keep finding out the answer, and you're not sharing with me. And I keep thinking for two days, like a mad girl, thinking that what i've done wrong? So your friend told me. He said that i'm being mean. You treat me nice, you care me, you do everything for me, YES I KNOW! And i appreciate it. When he tells me, i'm not caring you at all, and i'm just like a 18 years old girl, i started to feel guilty. Is it i'm doing not good enough. I feel like doing something for you. End up i drove to ur place. I know ur not at home, but nvm I waited you. You are treating me cold these 2 days. I know you are in a bad mood, I want you to share with me, tell me what are you thinking, so that we can solve it together. Not that I dont understand you, is because we just started, so it takes time to let me understand you. But you still didnt want to tell me about your problem, but nvm, i didnt force you to tell me. I just hoping that you will feel glad when I appear, coz i know you need someone to be there for you.

We went for dinner and, you are still treating me cool. Normally the way when you hold me hand, we crossing fingers, but that day, you just hold my hand like palm to palm. And your sms seems to be different. You never call me baby anymore, and you never tag me in facebook again. You even canceled the relationship request. Somehow, your status that you posted, makes me think of you thinking of your ex.I'm asking myself, am I too sensitive?

So I'm still working on it, I try my best to find out what's my problem. And, today, you told me what's bothering you. You said you are so stressful of taking care of me. I'm acting like a 18 years old girl. You said, you met your ex, you recall back the memories. I cried when you telling me this. Why would this happening again on me? I dont want it to be the same nightmare again, like few years ago. It's a pain for me. I'm a girl, I want people to care me, sometimes gf just wanna get their bf's attention, m i rite? Sometimes i'm wondering, are you sure on what you want? You want someone to take care of you or you want a girlfriend? I even questioned myself, am I really the one that you love? I'm so blank. I don't know what to answer you. So I did not reply your sms. I'm just worrying the same thing will happen on me again, I'm a girl that need protection so much, I'm so weak, and I'm easily get influenced by anythin.

Somehow, I really think, maybe I'm too stupid to be loved. I DONT DESERVE TO LOVE!

很累很累。

2010-03-08T02:51:00.000-08:00

好久好就没有开进来了，我想我忽略了这个地方。。忘记这个是我可以宣泄的地方。。。

长大的过程真的很难，脾气急躁了很多。总是希望有一个能够在我情绪不好的时候有一个可以把我镇定的人，可是往往有的时候，你不会留意到不是吗？

快毕业了。很多很多问题在环绕着我，可是我还是看不到方向。为什么你们就不能在我感觉到压力的时候给我一点鼓励呢？你们给的问题，一点也没有帮助到我。我好想好想好好的放松一下，可能出国打一打工，看的东西也会不一样。为什么你们不明白，我需要的是支持，而你们给我的只有压迫感。很讨厌那种不确定感，就好像有很多很多问号在头上，可是又不知道是什么，压力真的要让我崩溃了。可是就是没有人了解，其实我要的很简单。看来，那个五年前的快乐再也不会回来了。

你们的支持就那么难得到吗？在你们眼中，我就真的那么不会想吗？
为什么你们不能尊重我的决定？你觉得我会选择一个让我不快乐的东西吗？
为什么为什么你们非要用自己的眼光，去认定一样东西，对人对事都一样？！

我到底应该做什么？我的心很乱，所以我的脾气那么暴躁，我要的不是回到就被你们唠叨，因为我真的已经很烦了。我真的需要一个心理医生，或许他会告诉我，我该怎么走？

或许，他们说的对，没有痛，怎么长大怎么放开呢？

Field trip to petrosains - power and representative

2009-08-04T09:03:00.000-07:00

Power & Representative - at first i'm wondering what is the topic about, because the topic is quite abstract and the range can be very big.

When i see this 'four teeth wheels', it reminds me about the power of cooperation with each other, and each wheel, no matter big or small they have their own identity. When you wanted to make it turn, you have to turn the smaller wheel. Thats what we say although the position is lower than others, but it's still useful and it's still remain an important character.

The most interactive i like in petrosains is the 'Plasma Tube'.

It's actually a tube and when u put ur finger on, the tube will come out with some beautiful lights, like a tiny storm. A worker then come and ask me to place the finger on the tube and hold on the light bulb with another hand, then the light bulb lighted up, it is so amazing. So in this case, the tube is the power and i've become the representation. Am i right? =.=

The last one, the interactive that is most 'funny' to me. Ok, karo lock and tofu says that other it's not fun, and trying to ask me to go to their station. 'Try some ancient air'. Firstly i tought it's so fresh, and I put my nose so near to the hole, and i'm regret...why ancient air smell like some indian perfume? And, do they really put in the ancient air inside?..eww...by the way, the 'indian perfume may be the representation of 'Ancient airrr'...haha...XD

Motion Graphic Design

2009-05-22T09:52:00.000-07:00

yay last week lect i set my theme as 'neon lights'..but what kind of neon lights? so i inspired by media player..then i set my theme as..'sound wave...'...this is the version 1 and version 2...*to be continue*

Tagged by Felicia aka blur queeenn

2009-03-10T23:01:00.000-07:00

DIRECTION: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At last, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.

1. I'm much more blur than Felicia.
2. I love to imagine and dreaming....dream dream dream...XD
3. I love my family, especially my dad.
4. I love my ji mui's...love them so so so much.
5. I dislike ppl that always think that they can, like too much confidence. Chinese is called 自以为是
6. I dislike ppl msn me and ask about 'ASL', 'are you busy', 'where you from',' where you live', unless i ad know u quite a while, if not normally i'll ignore. XD
7. I dislike tooo desperate guys.
8. Love story -> this song can sing out my feeling, every girls too.
9. I dislike fake ppls, dont wear mask in front of me.
10. I look strong, but i cry easily, because i'm ku pao. XD
11. I can laugh nonstop, after hearing a joke, that maybe is not so funny. lol!!!
12. I rmb our promise ^^...
13. I love to sleeep sooooo much. ^(..)^
14. I love to eat also, huhu~~~sushi....and everytime i eat, sure got spicy 1...i can't live without chili~~~ XD
15. I love to type '...' , coz it's my style~! huhu...
16. I'm easily boredddddddddd.

I tag :
Travin - Because u nth to do in video lab.
Zermi - Because u said u very sien.
MM075 - see how u all explain the facts~
Cherly - Let u do something before u go redang.
Patrick - I know you wont take any action but i still wanna tag you~~~XD

UAT - Web Design 2

2009-03-04T12:01:00.000-08:00

Dear all, I need your help to give me some comments on my final project.

In this User Acceptance Test, rate from 1 to 5，feel free to give some comments ^^.

(click picture to enlarge)

1 - Strongly disagree

2 - Disagree

3 - Neutral

4 - Agree

5 - Strongly Agree

1. The homepage is attractive.

2. The overall's site is attractive.

3. The site's graphics are pleasing.

4. The site has a good balance of graphics versus text.

5. The colors used throughout the site are attractive.

6. The typography (lettering, headings, titles) is attractive.

7. The homepage's content makes me want to explore the site further.

8. It is easy to find my way around the site.

9. I can get to information quickly.

10. It is fun to explore the site.

11. It is easy to remember where to find things.

12. Information is layered effectively on different screens.

13. The hompage is attention-getting.

14. Information is easy to read.

15. Information is written in a style that suits me.

16. Screens have the right amount of information.

17. The site effectively communicates the company's identity.

18. The information is relevant to my professional needs.

19. The site is designed with me in mind.

20. The site's content interests me.

21. The site's content would keep me coming back.

22. The site has characteristics that make it especially appealing.

23. The site reflects progressive, leading edge design.

24. The site is exciting.

25. The site is well-suited to first-time visitors.

26. The site is well-suited to repeat visitors.

27. The site has a clear purpose.

29. It is clear how screen elements (e.g. pop ups, scrolling lists, menu options, etc.) work.
30. My mistakes were easy to correct.

STREEEEEEEEEEEEESSS!

2009-02-17T03:14:00.001-08:00

EMO EMO EMO EMO!!!!!!
sob sob sob sob sob sob!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

no time!
what to do!
do everything i can!

Web Design part 3 - Project Concept Proposal

2009-02-04T08:39:00.000-08:00

Project Definition

This project is to help my client, Zoo Negara to redesign it's website. So in this project I need to do deep researches on zoo websites. Try to get a new fresh website of Zoo Negara Malaysia. I also have to rearrange content of this website, and also the pages and the navigations, then organize the site map of this website.

Current Sites analysis goals

First I would like to comment about the website, which is built by dull green colour and everything looks boring. The navigation are 1 kind, and the pages and layout are all same. Since zoo negara is a place where children would like to visit, so the website should be more decorative, but the site is just full of text and image, it's totally not match with the target audience and it also can't attract the target audience.

So, I will start from the layout. I will change the layout to be more creative but not square shaped to let the texts and images fill in. Second is the colour mood. The colour mood is important to overall image of the Zoo Negara site. Then is the navigation, since clicking on the navigation button is fun for children, there should be a creative decorated button with rollover effect, but not text with only changing it colours anymore.

Clients Analysis

Zoo Negara Malaysia is managed by the Malaysian Zoological Society, a non-governmental organization established to create the first local zoo for Malaysians. Zoo Negara is now 45 years old and has matured into a well-known zoo all around the world. We have a total of over 5137 animals from 459 species of mammals, birds, reptiles, amphibians and fish.
Zoo Negara covers 110 acres of land which is situated only 5km from the city of Kuala Lumpur. Over the years, the zoo has transformed itself to an open concept zoo with over 90% of its animals kept in spacious exhibits with landscape befitting its nature. We are working in making sure that the old zoo concept is changed entirely. The level of the target audience is around parents and their children.

Short and Long term site goals

My goals is to change the whole layout, to be more cute and modern, the overall colour is important. And i try to make it with illustrations, children drawings feel. So, My art direction wll be black / brown outline and filled with colours that are not too dull but also not too soft.

Target Audience

The 1st target audience is children. This site not only introduce about the zoo to the children, it's also have education purposes. They normally view pics but seldom reading the texts in the website.

Web Design part 2

2009-01-14T11:31:00.000-08:00

http://www.babycgi.sina.com.cn/

http://www.nesteaice.com/

http://www.pyroproducts.com/

http://www.highdots.com/html-code-library/

http://www.freedownloadscenter.com/Web_Authoring/HTML_Editors__A-G_/HTML_Code_Library.html

http://www.topshareware.com/html-code-library/downloads/1.htm

http://www.sharewareplaza.com/HTML-Code-Library-download_48939.html

Web Design2 - part 1

2009-01-14T10:33:00.000-08:00

My client is 'Zoo Negara'. @@

Actually the website is not bad, still got add on flash, why i say so because when i see other competitor's site is really 'simple'. ^^

http://www.zoonegara.org.my/

About Zoo Negara

Own opinion

When I view this website in toa, the intro parts always makes the toa computer lag.

The intro page makes me dont feel like it's zoo negara, coz of the swirls and the gradient green colour. It's a little big 'keras' and I feel that it's some kind of boring website which lack of graphic and full of texts.

Advantage

- Simple

- Easy to Navigate

Disadvantage

- Boring(especially for main target audiences which is children)

- In the 'conservation page', there's a flash provides the photos but it's too fast! can't even see the pics nicely!

- Site map not available

- All are texts. text text text text text text text text pics pics pics pics pics pics! boring~~~~

Below is the competitors site. From those site I can

see it's really built by text and...pics.

http://www.zoomelaka.gov.my/

http://www.penangbirdpark.com.my/

http://www.klbirdpark.com/

http://www.mulupark.com/

The colour mood of this site is not well used, because it looks dull.

Should use fresh green colour, and the images are not good quality enough.

When I view this site I feel like falling asleep because the whole site is only text and images!

so, i really dont know what to comment since the logo is also, dull.

This webpage have a quite tidy layout but if it add on some interactive will be good.

The last site. I dont know why it uses so many different layout , it confuses user that is it stil viewing the same page.

Website Design P2 - progress

2008-11-20T12:02:00.000-08:00

hehehe..leave some comments ya!

DGM2 - Progress Part 2

2008-11-11T03:12:00.000-08:00

Few days ago presented my interface, my interface still very bad..S.Chiung and W.Khong said that my interface can't see any chinese ancient feel. So, I find some chinese online game as referrance, try to add in some elements. ==

And here is before and after,

After :

Before :

Erm, still have to jump in to the flash part..so i post until here sin.

and hor...pls leave comment thx~^^

hehe...

Situation:@@dark circle 3cm thick!

LMAO~! u must watch this funny AD!!!!wakakakak@

2008-11-03T05:12:00.000-08:00

一串感人的数字

2008-11-02T00:03:00.000-07:00

saw this story frm forward mail, erm...nice story i think.

喂~~！在靠近一些！好！好~OK~”照相师打着手势说。一张完美的的情侣照出来了。女孩看了以后，哈哈大笑说；“海~你是呆瓜啊！一点笑容也没有，又呆又傻。哈哈” “找揍啊！”海开玩笑道。“哼！你才找楱啊！你揍啊。等你把我揍死了，你可要守寡了啊，”女孩昂起可爱的小脸，橛起小嘴。海趁女孩不注意时，扭了一下宝贝的腮。撒腿就跑。女孩“啊”了一声，说；“你找死啊！”说着女孩追了上去，“砰”的一声，打了男孩的脑袋，然后把嘴一斜，用手捏起男孩的腮，坏坏的笑了......

她是个疯女孩，天天搞恶作剧，欺负海。而海是个比较老实的男孩，打着一手好篮球。在海打比赛时，女孩就抓起海的衣服，站在旁边大喊“加油”。所有的人都知道他们是情侣，他们很幸福。他们天天逃课出去玩，看电影吃爆米花，逛街。女孩总是让海吃惊，有时候在马路边找自己的死党，给海打个电话，说；“我出车祸了，在市医院里。”男孩一听着急了，马上跑医院，像总台问刚刚被车撞的女孩。护士说没有。海愣了，额头上的汗一滴一滴的流下来了。海知道自己上当了。刚要走，看到了女孩在门口捂着肚子哈哈大笑。海跑了过去，惊喜的看着女孩。有时侯，女孩找了一快纱布缠在头上，然后找红彩笔在纱布上涂上颜色。去找海。海一看，吓了个半死。连忙问女孩怎么了，怎么了。心疼的快哭了，摸着女孩“受伤”头，问“疼吗？”女孩感动实在憋不住了，“哇”的一声抱着海哭了。边哭边说； “海，怎么那么笨啊！我是逗你玩的，你却当真了。”海“啊？”了一声，接着如木鸡一个不动了。海已经受惯女孩爱玩的性格，天天让着她，疼着她，害怕她受任何欺负。海常对女孩说；“你是我这辈子的另一半。”女孩总会红着脸，点点头。

在一次放假中，女孩一直不在家。回来了一后，女孩变了。女孩不爱闹了，不爱玩了，和海在一起时，她就会望着海帅帅的面孔发呆。呆上十几分钟，说；“如果有一天我死掉了，怎么办？”海笑着抱着女孩说； “不会的，小傻瓜。你可是我这辈子的另一半，我怎么会让你走掉呢？”女孩趴在海的肩膀上，哭了。女孩的泪水中充满着不尽悲伤的。女孩望了一下天，眨了几下眼睛，用手擦了擦。挤出微笑说；“我考虑一下啊。”然后昂起头，翻一下大眼睛，在转移话题。从这以后，女孩从来没有说过一个爱字。这个让海觉的担心，他总觉的女孩好象要离开他似的。那一天，他们玩的很高兴，在游乐场泡了一天，女孩一会玩这，一会玩那，把海累的不行了，可海还是很高兴，因为他爱女孩。只要女孩快乐，也就是海最大的快乐。但女孩快乐的眼神中总带着忧郁。

天黑了，女孩啃冰淇淋和海走在回家的路上。海不说话，只啃着手中的冰淇淋，踢着脚下的石子。他们默默的走着，女孩突然说；“我们分手好吗？”海一听，如同晴天里打了一个霹雳。海又回想到以前女孩和他开的玩笑。海认为女孩是在和他开玩笑，然后抱着女孩笑着说；“现在我可不上当了，我可学聪明了。”女孩哭了，把海推开。大声的说；“谁和你开玩笑。我已经不喜欢你！你知道吗？”女孩用手捂着嘴，哭着跑了。海追了上去，拉着女孩的手，说；“你在说什么？开玩笑不用开的那么真吧。” “海，你给我听好。我早已经不爱你。在放假期间我认识其他的男孩了！我爱上了他！你在我心里就是个废物，由我骗！~”在说这些话时，女孩的心如刀绞，已经被千宰万刮了。女孩跑走了，消失在风中。海却把自己僵住放在原地。今夜，海没有回家，喝了一夜的酒。海醉了，心碎了，睡了，不停的叨念着女孩。当海醒来时，他以为昨天的一切是场噩梦。他以为女孩会在他身边，朝他大喊到；“你找死啊。喝那么多酒！”幻影瞬间既逝，女孩不在了，只有他的父母在眼前。海的妈心疼的看着他说；“儿子，想开点。妈给你找了一所学校，在上海。机票给你买好了。明天9；00的。乖，睡吧”说完，海的妈妈摸了摸她儿子的头。海等他妈妈走后，拿起手机给女孩打了过去，却只听见用户关机。海打了几十遍，结果却是一样的。海走到电脑旁边，打开了自己邮箱，给女孩发了十几个邮件。女孩也坐在电脑旁，她看见海给她发的邮件，女孩害怕看了以后将押不住自己的感情。她都删掉了。女孩又哭了......她是爱海的。海绝望了。他收拾了行礼去了上海。上海是个发达，繁华的城市，没有清新的空气，没有女孩的笑声......到了上海的第5天，也就是星期5。海收到一个短信，没有署名和电话。只有一串数字；9， 12，15，22，5，25，15，21。每个星期5的晚上，海总会收到这串数字，一直持续了一年。一个星期5的晚上，海没有收到。海觉得奇怪，他到处打听这串数字的意思。可是没有结果。在一天晚上，海在酒吧里喝醉了，他迷迷糊糊的问服务员；“9，12，15，22，5，25，15，21是意思？”服务员想了想说；“是不是英文字母所对的号数啊？”海一听，清醒了，马上跑回了家，查出这串数字的意思是；I LOVE YOU。海明白了，他知道是女孩发的。他马上打电话给女孩，是女孩的母亲接的电话，她告诉海，“女孩在上年得了白血病，前天走了。”说着女孩的母亲哭了。海傻了，他不相信自己的耳朵，当再次听见女孩母亲的哭声。海手中的电话已经摔在了地上。海飞快的跑着，他要去女孩的家，在问脑子里又再次浮现出女孩可爱的笑声。海哭了，大叫了一声，他跪在了地上，；叫了一声女孩的名字,男孩又站了起来。他跑啊跑，到了女孩的家。海冲进门，看见了女孩的墓像。海抱着墓像，又哭了。他后悔自己就这么走了，他后悔自己怎么人这么笨。海不听的打着自己，女孩的母亲也跪在地上。交给海一封信，说；“她说，海如果没有打来电话。那就不要把这封给他。如果他打来了，就给他。”海颤抖的拆开信封，慢慢的打开信......海；在那里过的好吗？交到新女朋友了吗？记住，要聪明点，不要在被人骗啊。你一定怪我的无情吧，其实如果我不无情，你哪会来的今天的幸福吗？爱一个人主要要让他幸福，快乐我不想伤害你伤害的更深。所以......也须早知道自己会这样，真不应该和你认识的！祝你快乐！9，12，15，22，5，25，15，21~如果来世我不会这样的话，希望我们再来想爱......海看完了，把信攥在手了，耳边有响起了女孩的笑声......

Happy Deepavali ~ ^^Y

2008-10-29T05:04:00.000-07:00

相信认识我比较久的人都知道，小时候我是被一个印度人照顾的。

不好意思咯，我不是要放飞机。我是真的要去我的‘kai ma’ 的家。。。拜年！哈哈。我很久没有见到他老人家，这次见，就已经隔了3年。

我都叫他们‘A Ma...,还有 A Pa'...

哈哈哈。。。他们真的很不同，对我很好。所以我爱吃辣就是这样，因为我从小到大都在吃curry.不是我拍不好，是他们不给我拍，呵呵我偷拍的。sorry ah ma...

这个是我Ah pa咯。

而且我的照片还收在他们的display cupboard里。

转眼间长这么大了。

还有我'ah ma' 很可爱的咯。哈哈哈。。

因为我看到这个东东。

DGM2 Progress - Survival Guide Part 1

2008-10-28T02:35:00.000-07:00

My topic is 'How to survive if you back to old century' .

The movie poster on top, is just a sample.

Let me roughly tell the story,

One day, I was swimming in the sea. Suddenly, some strong 'energy' was like scrolling me underwater, and I fainted.

When i woke up, I saw everything around me is not same, it is so unique like some places that i never seen before.

So I go around to explore. When i walked to a market, everybody is wearing something different, I finally realize that I dropped in to an old century of china.

Situation 1 : Everybody think that i'm a weird people. Maybe is because of my cute swimming trunks.

How to survive : Steal somebody's clothes, coz i dun have $$.

Situation 2: Can't communicate with the people.
How to survive : Learn their language. Teach them too.

Situation3:No $ to buy food.

How to survive : Go do show, like magic. To make them think like it's awesome!!! @@

Situation 4:No clothes.

How to survive: Buy lor. Have money then can buy @@

Situation5:Hungry

How to survive: Earn money and go buy food.

Art Direction : Not so sure yet

but i still got referrance here.

My mainpage will be everything in top view,

but when u click inside it will be different view.

Will be continue...

Situation : 和assignment谈恋爱==。。。

this is life.

2008-10-24T10:13:00.000-07:00

生命中，不断地有人离开或进入。
于是，看见的，看不见的；记住的，遗忘了。
生命中，不断地有得到和失落。
于是，看不见的，看见了；遗忘的，记住了。
然而，看不见的，是不是就等于不存在？记住的，是不是永远不会消失?

touching ad

2008-10-19T05:46:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H6j-vRFoC3Y

i like this ad

tired~tired~and tired~

2008-10-17T18:30:00.000-07:00

finally finished my web design lo....really really so so so so so so so so so so soo tired....
never even have a normal sleep in this 2 weeks....after rushing for fly me then now rush for web design....hmmmm...tired until nowadays like wanna faint ad.....omg...

next leh....survival guide! hmmm.....................
need to come out some more interesting idea that i satisfied lo...so far i havent reach yet....
hmmm.....let my my mind rest rest sin....i also got lots of artworks din post up...hehehe...will coming soon!

To : Digital media2

2008-10-02T08:52:00.000-07:00

Fly me to the moon...

let me show my character 1st....

i dunno why my character will turn into this colour...but maybe is i'm not use any web colours...

i'll refine it...

my flassh is about the little boy bringing the gal up to the sky towards the moon ^^

and...beside there there is lots of wonderlands on clouds fly through...

to: Website Design 1

2008-09-19T17:50:00.000-07:00

If i'm a fireman-

i never think than i can be a fire'man'....
if i am a fireman,

i will bring the victims fun and happiness..^^
erm..so in my website design my concept is a fireman that can bring no fear to the victims.

1st concept..
when i extinguish the fire...my extinguisher will jet out chocolate...lol...and let their house become a chocolate house...because i love chocolate ^^..but it's only happen in wonderland...

2nd concept..
i want to be a fireman in the battlefield, when the bombs going to explode...i will jet out the water to 'extinguish' the bombs and weapons and they will become flower/snow...so i'm a 'magic-fireman'!!!!!
hahaha...

i dunno that it's logic or not...but since lect ask us to creative...then my idea wont be impossible gua...^^

i update liao dun say i din update! kekeke!

2008-09-12T17:59:00.001-07:00

cherly say i long time din update my blog
so now i come update it....

updating
*************************************************************************************

done! updated!

bye! ^^

Friends

2008-08-16T20:42:00.000-07:00

Hehe..in holiday now!!
so so happy...but so so bored...
so...so...so...i come 38 xia...
Erm...i dunno how ppl think about me...

I'm a very 'si dan' person...si dan means....'whatever'...
why leh?...becoz everything no matter is good or bad...i also nvm...
but one thing i really cannot nvm...that's friends...
why?
erm...if u know me quite a long time...maybe u know i just can't live without friends..
i love friends so so so so so much....lolz...
for me friends is important...for me it's more important than love...of coz family is important too...
that's y...friends ask me do what...i do...friends ask me go somewhere...i'll go too...
but i only happy when i'm with friends....why?...erm i think only...cherly travin kitty and my dear alicia know...
sometimes maybe u think i'm not very friendly and very hard to communicate...
but....i love to be friends with anyone...hehe...

I'm simple...if u r sincere then i'm sincere too...I love sincere friends...
But if you dislike me...then i nvm ba....
coz...i never hate someone easily..
and it is so childish and 38...hahahaha~

so...thx a lot....a lot a lot to everyone that passing by my life...classmate...friends...
and...even those ppl that not happy with me in the past...
Thanks...

I'm out frm da jail~!!!!

2008-08-07T22:40:00.000-07:00

Today is 08/08/08
AHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhh.........FONG GAM LA~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!
now i wan jump into pool and dip in water 5 hours then go to my bed and sleep until my panda eyes gone....haha...then i have to sleep for 1 month...coz i one month didnt sleep!!!!!!
gerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......

but now have to ready for the presentation...hehe..lets countdown together....><

postcard design

2008-07-25T09:32:00.000-07:00

postcard is out...!
all is bout fanny fanny fanny...
lol...
i really have no time and my idea was all stuck...
so...i made these suckz design...
hehehe...

yeah..i done my flash

2008-07-25T08:05:00.000-07:00

hehehe...now i post my flash up!
dun laugh ya!

looks so lousy...
but dun look down at this thingy...it makes my eyes add 2 more big circle on around my eyes...gosh...go to sleep le..bb

tired...

2008-07-10T00:34:00.000-07:00

finally i done my flash...but what i can say is I', REA::Y TIRED!!!!
physically and mentally tired!

i din sleep well for few weeks ad....since the final projects and typo assignments is 'flooding' me...
lolz...and there's lot of things happened these days...but i just lazy to post blog XD...

it's all about the unlucky incident that happen on us on monday, lolz...cherly's blog tells everything...ya travin's bad words is really funny...!!!
wkakakaka...'@^&(*&^%$#)(*^%$#@@#$%^&*...NIANG???!!(those who dunno wat mean u can check chinese dict)'
hahaha...cherly dun laugh...
by the way we really piss off that day...wondering y there's always challenging 'games' when we are in rush...

recently very tired and i totally dun hav the mood kidding around...hehe...
now i really need some entertainment....grrr...i really feel like screaming....
but thanks to my dear travin and my dear cherly...accompanying me in assignments..keke..
and my dear alicia....dun sad har....forget everything about the gal...dun give it a damn...u still gt me...XD...

interesting~listen to it ^^

2008-06-22T06:11:00.000-07:00

About petrol increasing

This is funny!!!!haha~

poster design

2008-06-20T21:58:00.000-07:00

Hhehehe...now u know what am i busying for this few weeks??

just becoz of this 4 things lo! make me suffer like hell...but actually quite fun la....but when i'm stucked i totally like mad...hehehe~cherly will understand my feeling har...travin also...

my title..is childhood..but in the same time....i have to bring out the issue of global warming....so...my poster have to link it together, from last century, now , after global warming happen and till the future....ar~~very hard to explain...observe urself..wakaka~

relax?not yet!

2008-06-19T21:08:00.000-07:00

finally~! it's over...but only 1 subject...haha~

then~~still gt lot of thing waiting for me~~~digital media...my flash~TT...kenny said that i have to speed up~...stupid eric still laughing at me...

and...CGPP...and typo~! the research....!haihz....and....visual fundamental...still hav to draw figures...! although it's simplified...this week draw 8 figure...next week will be double~sob...ngam ngam want to relax..then i gt something like this~really sob...

hehe~new pic!

see my dark circle!!! this is the result of din sleep for 2 weeks!!!

petrol increase 40%

2008-06-04T21:36:00.000-07:00

hmmm...this matter really make me can't sleep well...y?
coz i really dun understand....y those ppl rather to queue along the highway and make other ppl stucking in the traffic jam...highway also can jam...really piss off~!

when i back frm dinner...it took hours for me to go home...omg~!...everywhere near my house also petrol station..those ppl can queue up there with such patience~~~really~@@...
and the most pity is the ppl who going back home....all have to stop by the roadside to wait till 12.00 till the traffic jam got better...coz of the ppl all jamming in the petrol station to save the cost for 40% of petrol!

y make me cant sleep well?
i drove frm far away there jam till home fr few hours...damn tired leh~~~after that when i reached home...my mum slept in my room~~~yerrr~~~
and when i sleep in my bro's room...he watch tv summore..grrrrr...really really really so piss off!!!!i dun wanna sleep in class ar~!

Panda is back~

2008-06-02T19:15:00.000-07:00

hehehhe~~guess wat~~posting blog in CGPP class..wakaka...yaiyai==
everybody queue up in front for tutor to approve their ideas...wakaka...i just sit and enjoy posting my blog 1st...and report through 'live' here...wakakaka~~

so so so sleepy ya...yest is the more earliest night i went to sleep...12.00 o'clock...haha...congratz to myself....hope my panda eyes will recover soon....hmhmmph!! coz somebody said that i'm a stupid panda!

These few days my assignment getting lots a.....haihz...so so tired..when there's a chance for me to sleep earlier...but i rather sleep late....but when there's too much thing to busy...i feel tired pulak...oiyo....
*Cherly pls do not peek on me when i posting blog*...
wkakakaka~

wu liao...

2008-05-28T18:02:00.000-07:00

hmm..it's early morning now...feel a bit tired...but better than yest...hehe...
nth to do ler...too early i reach my class...now i'm in class...hehehe...really really really cold and bored...waiting for my friends....that why i come up and make a new post...hehe...wu liao ==....

Do wat leh...erm...wakakak...they come ad lu...cherly is the latest 1~~...ok la...my class wanna start ad~~@@

Cramp

2008-05-28T02:14:00.000-07:00

Today...really tired...slept in the class~~TT...makes me feel so embaressed...
then i just can't stand anymore and then follow cherly n travin to travin's hse...to have my sleep!!!
but when i reached there...we had our lunch...so full...so i dun wanna sleep 1st..if nt will become pig...so i had pillow war with travin and cherly....wakkakaa...
then i felt tired...i just fall asleep quietly...on travin's bad...hehehe...her bed quite comfortable...so nice la this sleep...coz i really really tired + gastric + headache + bad cough...my complexion getting pale....like a ghost...TT
when i woke up...only know that cherly waited me to wake up for few hours....she wanna go somewhere else~hahhaa...touch @@...and then....my leg...it's cramp...very pain er....i just can't talk and just screaming there...and the 2 gal...haha..busy talking on the phone also come help me to press my leg...then it recover so fast....few secs....hehe..muackz~love u all...

2008-05-26T08:07:00.000-07:00

This is my 1st Flash that i've done. Assignment called mouse and cheese.

Gimme some opinion pls...

Heavy Rain and new banner!

2008-05-21T09:16:00.000-07:00

Whoa...there is so many surprise for me today...just a very unlucky day...coz me and cherly stay back for some setting and assignments...haha...she din bring her laptop batt lo..in the class she din bring lot of things also...her unlucky just infect to me...heheheheh....then we start searching everywhere for help...but looks like the god dun wanna help us...even we tried a lot ways...but just can't sucess. So we decide to bring the things back home and i help her to do it.

On the way home, the sky is getting darker...it's so so so dark...but it's only 4pm...i'm driving on the way and I can't see the road clearly...it's all blur and I only can see car lights in front of me...This is the 2nd time that happen and it is more serious than the 1st time lo...and when i almost reach home...the lightning strike just like striked beside me and i feel so scared...and the rain in falling towards my car...i recorded it on my phone haha...but i'm lazy to upload wor...

Observe it carefully u will see infront is much darker....it's very scary like a cyclone in front there and the wind is so strong...

It's getting darker

Dark like driving at night ==

Finally i reached my home...and had a nap...and no longer i woke up coz my room is getting hot and there was a huge bursting sound like a bomb. So i go out for a look..omg...no electricity...how i gonna do my assignment and the setting wor...so i waiting for the lights..and do my sketching for my project ler...

See...i sketch my thingy under this light...about 1 hour...outdoor! It's too dark inside and the mosquitoes a lot...keep sucking my blood..TT

what else can do without electricity...hahahaa....got!...my bro keep acting like a ghost and he frightened my sis...and we had a 'candlelight dinner'...until about 8pm...I do my job...and start to blogging...and the suddenly it comes again...grrrr...my blog....i wrote for so many words...it's gone....i restart the pc...and rewrite again...Finally now i finish it...hmmm...

Last..have to post up my 'self portrait..done by adobe flash...coz travin wan see ma...hehehe...wont animate 1 ya...and it's quite ugly...yeee...kindergarten's work...

Oh YA!...thx for supporting my new banner!!!hehehee~muackz to u all

2008-05-20T05:55:00.000-07:00

Today, there's many funny things happened wow....hmmm...really it's a unexpected day..

When i reach coll...i know i was late...and i try to get in using my tag...but my tag is not work! Gosh...Tay (the lecturer) left me outside alone and i'm so embarresed! So...i just wait outside for luck....then luckily Zak and Gary came so that we can go in together...hahahahaha....

Tay teach us CCGP today...and I'm so blur coz i'm not very understand and i'm poor in english!

feel that it's quite hard to understand with those new words...ark...i almost fall asleep la.......

But Tay is really a nice lecturer...coz he's so take care of us and not mind to share his big knowledge...hahaha..feel that he's so frenly 1....classmates that dunno him much yet...start to know now...huhu~~

After class...we go kim gary wow...have lunch then go to next class....

the class is damn free today...hahaha...coz so many frens busy talking oni...while others showing their sketches to the lecturer...hehehehe.....at here thx for felicia so so so much lo...coz her words brings me a nice idea~~muackz!!!!

THE SCARIEST thing starts here...

After the class and demonstration...me and cherly go to downstair's toilet....While waiting for the other frens to come down...

Then, me and cherly saw a door..can say it's a mirror also...hahaha....we start tiding ourself up through the mirror...so...i took out the handphone...and try to capture a photo through the mirror...when we look into the phone camera and ready to capture it...me and cherly just suddenly look at each other and feel cold and scary and refuse to take the photo...we quickly close the phone lo...

Then, after i keep back my phone..i turn my sight to the door...suddenly aurelia just appear behind the door and it makes me shout out.....a deadly scream~~~~~~OMG...when i tot there is SOMETHING and suddenly there is something scaring me...but actually i'm scaring myself and Aurelia and cherly actually...coz the scream is too loud!..haha...i admit that i'm really a braveless 1....i scare about those thingy..^^

Here's the pic....when we took the half body photo..it's really like....erm...think urself har...

The pic la...feel geli onot...all the goosebumps come out...

This travin not scare at all hor!!!omg......she feel that it's pretty....quite i think so...that's y just now i take pic..

At last leave some space to let me Zi Lian a while...hehehe...i like the hairstyle...mature ma...

Frustrated

2008-05-18T09:44:00.000-07:00

hmm...y i say so coz i really feel bad on my situation now.
All is about money again...i hate to think about that but my brain force me to it~
And this is one of the reason that makes me weaker and weaker and my complexion is getting pale..omg...
I seriously need a part time for now...and my dearest family done lots of action that makes me cry for few days and nights. Coz they dun understand my situation!
I know...it's time for me to work it out myself...I will prove it once more...Hmmph!
Luckily my fren is there...hor cherly hor travin hor kitty hor yoon ling hor....

Fine...Let's not talk about that anymore...
What i've done in this holiday ler?
haha...i din do anything..
coz i'm busying finding jobs and freelance...
and it wasted my time and all i got is just RM30!
i will reject them when they pay me...my fren u all know who...
So...
at home nth to do...play game lo...edit photos lo...
these days i fall in love with the hand painting effect lo...just like the photo in my 1st blog entry.

Now let's see all of my work that i done in this style...hehehe..

I love this the most...y? dunno y...coz...it looks like a normal gal being draw by an artist..hahahaha...but the face...

this 1 fail ad lo...but i like the eyes wo.....the face like geisha....yeee

This is the second 1 that i like much...and it's the only 1 made by photo shop..so u can see the hair...smudge alot...but still ok.

This is cherly la..i help her to do it..coz she requesting ma...very nice...slrrp...

I love this so much ooo....it's my fren...i love it so so much...so bad coz it's not my pic...hahaha...look like hebe ya...

Got 1 more is the Nick photo lar...but i can't upload his photo..so sorry...i'll try next time...he so fat hao hor....keep asking me to edit photo for him...but dun wan treat me a lunch...hmmph...nvm...

New Home!

2008-05-17T09:14:00.000-07:00

I change the blog...coz...it's quite hard for me the understand the previous blog ya...hahaha...
I think this blog will be easier for me who is so noob...haha...convinient for me to post up everyday oso...kekeke...